truly, it is a very own kind of art: Talking. Expressing yourself can failure as well as the painting of a complex picture. Any misunderstood phrase, any wrong pronounciation or even a missed commata could ruin alot - just by chosing the wrong words...

Well - you might simply say some are gifted and especially sensitive - but its not just that. Its just how I am: Im an analyzer. I tear every single topic apart to examine it and extract every single detail I can get aware of - this time it wont be different. xD

It is abit like steering a heavy, complex machine through a maze. Very challenging but also very rewarding. It could be compared with moving a 3000tons-freighter through a storm, where the gigantic Masses of the enormous Waves smash against the bulky Platings of the ship - and yet you are out to feel every single shivering at the seas surface, every vibration at the Ships Hull and every push the waters deal to you - just to add a tiny bit to velocity of the engines coils, or tap the rudder a slight bit to the side so the pot moves exactly where you want it to be.

Although I hope someone is able to get my point, I bet noone of you does. It is abit like altering a human mind - I am an retailersassistant and so that "mind-altering" is my job. Let me tell you this: It feels great